Ellery Queen’s Mystery Magazine. Vol. 152, Nos. 5 & 6. Whole Nos. 926 & 927, November/December 2018
- Автор: Ловси Питер, Зельцерман Дэйв
- Год: 2018
- Язык: английский
- Год: Dell Magazines
- ISBN: 0013-6328
- Жанр: Другие детективы
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“What?” He hoped they couldn’t see his heart ticking at his throat.
Found dead. They told him what they’d heard so far, which wasn’t much. Just that she was found on the floor by Fred Johnston, who noticed the lights still on and the door open at two in the morning. The state police were still there, the sheriff too, the yellow tape was still up — Rosemary had driven down to see — they were still investigating. The urge to ask them whether or not the surveillance camera still worked had hooked Donnie by the mouth and was reeling him in, but he resisted, wriggling and splashing and fighting for all he was worth. He was determined not to make the same mistake Monica had made, though when they’d talked in whispers walking out to the car, Monica saw nothing wrong with her question, futile though it had been. Nellie hadn’t even known there was a camera in the store. And no — she didn’t think it should have made Nellie suspicious, not at all.
“What happened? Do they know? Was it an accident, or what?”
“I don’t know why they’d be there all night if it was an accident,” Rosemary said.
“Well, they have to be thorough,” said their mother.
“Yes, Mother,” Rosemary said. Through the sliding-glass door, Donnie could see a pair of neighbors talking between their mobile homes, then, down the other way, three more on a stoop engaged in eager chatter. Rosemary and Mother both took large bites of waffles, as if they were in a hurry to get the chore out of the way. They offered none to Donnie.
“Well, if it was a robbery or something, they must have it on the surveillance camera.” Damn! Reeled in!
“Shit, that camera—” Rosemary said.
“Rosemary!” said Mother.
“Pardon me, Mother,” she said. “That camera hasn’t worked in years, if it ever did. It was only there for show. Andrea used to dance in front of it, the old soft-shoe — auditioning for Ed Sullivan, she said. She thought it was a riot.”
Donnie grasped the back of a chair to steady himself. “Oh. Well, that’s too bad. I guess they’ll never know then.”
“Oh, they’ll know,” his mother said. “They always get their man. Crime doesn’t pay.”
“Mother,” Rosemary said, stabbing another waffle chunk. “That’s the dumbest thing I ever heard. They get away with it all the time.”
“Who? When?” said Mother, indignantly. Indignancy was part and parcel of her personality, a proud part and parcel. “Name one time.”
“I’m not going to argue with you, Mother,” said Rosemary, which was what she always said as a prelude to arguing with her mother. Donnie made his way to the sofa and sat, leaving them to argue the efficiency of law enforcement, the history of crime and punishment. He closed his eyes again. He was tired, there’d been little sleep, his mind was buzzing, his skin tingling, buoyed up to the clouds and beyond by relief. Down below, he was a tiny speck, him, the trailer park, the whole village, Matson’s. And Andrea lying there dead. “What’s the matter with you?” It was Rosemary, standing before him.
“Me? Nothing. Why?”
“You got white as a ghost.”
“I did not.”
“The hell you didn’t.” It wasn’t concern. It was an accusation.
“Fuck off.”
“Donnie!” His mother from the kitchen.
“Sorry, Mom.”
“You kids. I swear.”
“Actually, Mom, we swear — you don’t,” Rosemary said.
He watched her walk away in her bib overalls — she worked at Curtis Lumber, no Saturdays off for her — wide hips, narrow shoulders, black, bouncy ponytails on either side of her head. Round-bottom Rosemary, was how he’d come to think of his older sister. He was only now coming to the realization she was no longer his boss. As a kid, he’d always been confounded at how she always seemed to know the question he was going to ask before he asked it, but now the question she thought she knew was not the one he was going to ask.
He sprawled back on the sofa, closed his eyes again, immediately drifted off, then woke up in a matter of seconds... or minutes? It was oddly quiet. He couldn’t feel his body. Something like last night, driving up the mountain, when the deer dashing across the road hadn’t seemed the least bit real. Only now, with his eyes closed, it was even more intense. It was as though he was a mind only, thoughts only, and he thought about Andrea. Pondered this thing called being dead. Was there such a thing as a soul? Was it like this, nothing but thoughts, no sensation, no feeling, no body? A woman once told him he had an old soul. Thanksgiving at Grandma Shannon’s, years ago, he was only a kid. A woman with a round face, curly red hair, and big eyes, some cousin’s wife or sister-in-law or something. She said, let me see your hand — he’d been sitting alone in a corner reading a comic book — and traced the lines on his palm with a long painted fingernail, and told him he had a very old soul. Rosemary, standing nearby with a celery stick, began to laugh. Yeah, she said, an old, ugly soul.
That night in the camp at Lake Desolation, nestled in bed, a cold draft whistling through the cracks and crevices, Monica confessed. She’d confessed before, many times to many sins, once to taking the last cupcake — red satin, Donnie’s favorite — once to secretly sneaking a cherry Coke at work without paying for it, once to feigning nausea in order to get Nellie to clean up Trevor’s vomit. This time she confessed to killing Andrea.
“What?”
“I pushed her. She said it wasn’t for me, the beer, she said I didn’t drink beer.”
“You pushed her?”
“She said I was buying it for you. She tried to grab it out of my hands.”
“And you pushed her?”
“Yes. I pushed her.” She was impatient with him. “She hit her head.”
Donnie said nothing. When his hug relaxed, hers snuggled in tighter.
“I was standing up for myself,” she said.
“Good girl,” he cooed, but his heart wasn’t in it, his mind in a slow, numb whirl.
“Then I forgot your beer anyhow. Duh.”
He squeezed her. So warm. It was dark and he could see only a patch on the wall where the night through the window was lighter than the room, and he could feel her hair on his chin where it nestled. “It was still an accident, kind of. You didn’t mean to hurt her.”
Her hair pulled away from his chin. “I didn’t?”
He assured her she didn’t.
She snuggled in again. “Poor Andrea,” she said. She seemed to relax, unburdened, cuddling close, and he was surprised when he opened his eyes to see a bright morning beaming in through the window. Surprised at how quickly he’d fallen asleep after her confession, how deeply he’d slept, how long. Beside him, she slumbered on, not a bone in her body, a damp spot of drool by her mouth. It was getting late. He tickled her cheek and she came awake, slowly. Her eyes, big even without her glasses, took some time to focus him into her world. When he asked her, “How did you sleep, Killer?” the focus faltered again.
“That’s not very funny, you know,” she said.
He kissed her forehead, climbing out of bed around her. He said, “Someday we’ll look back on this and laugh” — one of his mother’s favorite expressions. He wasn’t sure he believed it.
“Do you really think so?”
“Trust me,” he said. “I have a very old soul.”
From the kitchen, trying to coax the Mr. Coffee into submission, he heard her singing under her breath as she dressed: Old King Cole was a very old soul, and a very old soul was he...
Monica wanted to go to the funeral. Donnie didn’t think it was a good idea. He said they didn’t really know Andrea all that well — why would they go? It might look suspicious. He told her cops might be there, looking for something just like that, someone returning to the scene of the crime, as it were, someone who didn’t really know her, but who showed up anyhow, looking guilty — at least that’s just the sort of thing they did on Law & Order or any one of the hundreds of cop shows he’d seen. But Monica insisted. She said she’d go alone if he didn’t go with her. She stood up for herself.