The Best American Science Fiction and Fantasy 2021
- Автор: Рот Вероника, Адамс Джон Джозеф
- Год: 2021
- Язык: английский
- Год: HMH Books : Mariner
- ISBN: 9780358470076
- Жанр: Малые литературные формы прозы
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This year’s selection of science fiction and fantasy stories, chosen by series editor John Joseph Adams and bestselling author of the Divergent series Veronica Roth, showcases a crop of authors that are willing to experiment and tantalize readers with new takes on classic themes and by exchanging the ordinary for the avant-garde. Folktales and lore come alive, the dead rise, the depths of space are traversed, and magic threads itself through singular moments of love and loss, illuminating the circulatory nature of life, death, the in-between, and the hereafter.
The Best American Science Fiction and Fantasy 2021 captures the all-too-real cataclysm of human nature, claiming its place in the series with compelling prose, lyrical composition, and curiosity’s never-ending pursuit of discovering the unknown.
This is not a regression, I thought as the forest of stumps came back into view. The fog from earlier was only a thin mist now and it was easier to see. And to be seen.
“It’s not safe here,” I whispered to PARKER 17. The memory of gunshots still echoed in my ears.
“No,” it agreed, panning its head back and forth, scanning. “But no other. Drones or GPS trackers. Are in. A ten-kilometer. Radius.” Its head whirled to face me. “We’re safe. For now.”
“We’re exposed,” I said.
“Not for long.” The bot began to trot away and I had to hurry to catch up. For a long time, there was nothing except the sound of animals in the brush between us, both the natural ones and the man-made replicates that were supposed to alleviate some of the environmental damage.
For a long time, we traveled in silence. Something loomed in the distance. At first, I could only make out the outline, the lingering remains of the fog obscured the details. At first, it looked like another ridge of rocks.
Then, just like in a movie, everything came into focus. My breath caught in my throat.
It was a mountain range of old and forgotten things, discarded things from a time when everything was cheap. Except, there were small but very alive evergreens growing from out of the heaps. It was clearly man-made, and it was beautiful. One of the few beautiful man-made things I’d ever seen. I wish I had my mom’s gift for words to paint a better picture of it.
“Ta-da,” PARKER 17 said.
That wasn’t what made me smile. Between the mounds of trash and tiny trees there was a paved path. Perfectly smooth tarmac. It had been years since I’d seen pristine pavement.
“One problem,” the bot said. “My GPS. It’s shot. In there.”
“Can you use this?” I pulled out the trail map Nat gave me from my pack. PARKER 17 peeked over my shoulder at it. “Where. Did you. Get this?”
“From Nat, my friend,” I said. “She’s a trader who lives at the edge of the park.”
“What did you. Need to. Trade. For this?”
“Not much,” I said. “I fixed her hands and a half dozen other things in her house.” I didn’t mention how she accepted me after I fled my hometown following the mudslide. Put up with me for weeks until my reluctant self worked up enough courage to leave. Or how, in exchange, I took the six jars on her windowsill after I found a note that said: These belong by the ocean too.
I smoothed out the map again, refusing to meet the ranger bot’s eyes. “Can you work with this?”
“Yes,” it replied. But it didn’t sound confident. Its LED was yellow.
I didn’t care. I clung to hope where I found it.
I patted the space between my handlebars. “Hop up. I’ll move fast on the pavement.”
PARKER 17 hesitated. Then slowly, carefully, it approached the bike, reached up, and wrapped four of its six legs around the frame.
“I’ll ride, you navigate. Okay?” I said.
“Okay,” it whispered.
It was strange to have someone ride on my handlebars. It was something people did all the time in movies, but I’d never done myself. For a few moments, it was like I was part of one of those stories, with sunshine and a happy ending.
The trail began to climb upward again, and the anxious knot in my stomach started uncurling. I was going the right way again. Snaking and threading between the huge mounds of trash, I spotted glimmers of rusty cookware and broken furniture and new plants.
“What is this place?” I shouted into the wind.
“Art installation.”
We passed hundreds of mounds. My dad would have loved this, I thought as I pedaled and weaved. He was always adding decorations to our old barn. In another life, he would have probably been a set designer.
When the trail split, PARKER 17 announced a direction, and I followed. Speeding on the smooth tarmac, it felt like flying.
But then, we hit a dead end. My stomach flipped. Flipped again.
“Damn,” the bot said. “This un-updated map. Go back. A few turns.”
I did, and dutifully followed the bot’s revised instructions. We seemed to be making progress up the mountain. Until we hit another dead end.
“Damn it,” PARKER 17 whispered.
We tried dozens of combinations, tracing and retracing our journey. But the mounds were identical, or identical enough, and the beautiful paved path never led anywhere at all.
The last route we tried was something I picked based on the incline and growth of the trees, which got stubbier and squatter the higher we climbed.
For a moment, it seemed like a good plan. I dared to hope, despite my aching quads and calves. That is, until we dead-ended at the biggest, most impassable hill of trash I’d seen yet.
“What do we do?” I asked, rubbing my hands through my sweat-soaked hair. I could feel them shaking through my scalp.
PARKER 17 wasn’t listening. “I can never,” it whispered. “Save them.”
That was when panic threatened to swallow me. There are hundreds of unfinished stories of travelers who took the cursed path and never made it home. It was a story I swore I would never become.
I dismounted and sat on an old coffee table sticking out from one of the trash heaps. I desperately wanted to fix something. I looked down and saw my shaking hands and decided to fix myself. I pulled out the sandwich from my pack that Nat gave me that morning. Made myself chew the homemade bread and eggs and greens. Made myself hydrate. Made myself breathe.
“Any ideas?” I asked.
PARKER 17 didn’t respond. It was muttering to itself miserably, kicking loose detritus around with its legs.
So, I heaved myself up and began studying the mounds. Up close it was a strange art installation. I’d always wanted to be an artist, but surviving these days takes time. I wasn’t like my parents. The way my dad could craft things, or my mom could spin stories. Sometimes I wondered what I could have become if I wasn’t living in the dregs of civilization. A movie director, maybe. Instead, I became good at scavenging.
Which is probably how I spotted the hair-width trail snaking between two mounds.
“Wait, what’s that?” I said.
PARKER 17 followed where my finger pointed. It inched up the ghost of a path to get a better look. It didn’t say anything for a long minute.
Then, the LED in its torso flashed green.
One time, the widow finally, finally arrived at the impossible ocean on the top of the mountain.
Her shoes were wrecked and every joint in her body ached.
But she made it.
She waded into the ocean and took a long drink. The water was brackish, but not as bitter as the stories made it out to be. She drank deeply.
Then, she pulled out the eight jars of ashes from her bag and emptied them in the water. Watched as the ashes mingled and floated away.
She waited. Except, nothing happened.
She began to turn away, disappointment heavy in her chest, when she saw them. Her loved ones. Shimmering between the ripples of the lake. Smiling at her and waving and laughing soundlessly. She shouted out, began splashing toward them, but her loved ones kept swimming away from the shore, from her. Until they were only memories on the horizon.
Once again, the widow was the only one in her family left. With nothing except grief for company.
For a moment, she wondered if she should let that grief drown her.
But no. She’d drunk from the water and delivered the dead. She’d survived the journey up the mountain. She’d survive the trip back down.
So, she did. She returned to her deadbeat town and met a lonely farmer. Together they made a new home and a new family.