The Year's Best Fantasy and Horror. Fifth Annual Collection
- Автор: Датлоу Эллен, Виндлинг Терри
- Год: 1992
- Язык: английский
- Год: St.Martin’s Press
- Жанр: Ужасы
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There were Band-aids, there were bandages, there was a folded-up sling for a broken arm. I’d bought the kit as a ready-made box and I don’t think I’d even looked into it since I’d taken a curious glance over the contents and then stowed it away in the car at least three years before. I fumbled it, and the contents went everywhere. I saw some antiseptic wipes and grabbed one up and went back to the covered terrace.
The Minx, still tearful, was quieter. Sally was rocking her and whispering Sshh, sshh, and the Minx was sobbing. I tore open the sachet and crouched down before them both and managed to get a few dabs in with the wipe. Her lip was already beginning to swell.
I was scared.
When the swelling grew steadily worse over the next half-hour, we loaded her into the car and went out looking for a hospital. I had no idea. We were already on the road and moving when I thought that I should have checked through the old brochures and guides for an area map which might have some indication on it. I had a terrific sense of desperation, as if there were a bomb ticking in the back of the car. I hardly knew what I was doing. In the end it was the cashier at a big Shell service area who marked the nearest hospital on a tourist map and then waved me away when I tried to pay for it.
Carrying the Minx into the Emergency Room, I felt like a wrecked sailor reaching the shore. I mean, for all I knew, she could have died—she could have been dying right then, and I’d have been no more useful. As it was they checked her over, gave her a couple of shots, painted the sting site with something, and then sent us away. The Minx stayed quiet in the back with Sally as I drove us all home. It was dusk when we got there, and it was to find that we’d gone off leaving every door and window of the place wide open. Even the gate at the end of the drive was swinging to and fro, and I knew that I’d stopped and jumped out of the car to close it behind us.
I knew that I’d never feel quite the same again, about anything. I’d crossed a line. I’d peeped into the abyss.
Nothing much more happened those last couple of days. I put the child’s photograph back on the shelf where I’d found it, and I made no further enquiries. The Minx looked like a defeated boxer, five rounds and then out for the count, but by the next morning we were even able to make jokes about it. They were morale-boosters, not the real thing, and I suppose they must have sounded pretty hollow to both of us. The camera stayed in its case for the rest of the trip. Nothing was said or agreed, but I think that this was something that none of us would ever want to be reminded of.
So, no more photographs.
We’d probably have gone home early if we could, but the boat ticket couldn’t be transferred. And, besides, there was so little time remaining. The weather held good, but we stuck around the house killing time as if on the rainiest of rainy days.
On the last day we packed almost in silence, and the Minx went for one last froggie-hunt while I loaded up the car. Sally stayed in the house. When I went inside to bring out the last few items—the boots, the overcoats, the radio ... all the stuff that didn’t belong in any particular box or bag—I found her at the big table in the sitting room. The Visitors’ Book was open on the table before her. She looked up, and she seemed almost defensive.
“We’ve got to write something,” she said. “It’s not the house’s fault. Not to put anything at all would be rude.”
I shrugged, and didn’t say anything. We hadn’t been saying much of anything to each other since the accident, at least not directly. I picked up the stuff that I’d come for and went out to the car.
Half an hour later, with everything loaded away and the house locked up for the last time behind us, we rolled down the driveway and out through the open gate.
“Say Goodbye, house,” Sally told the Minx, and the Minx turned and waved through the back window and said, “Bye!”
I stopped the car.
“I just realised, I left my sunglasses,” I said.
“I checked everywhere before we locked up,” Sally said. “Are you sure?”
“I only meant to put them down for a second,” I said. “I know where they are. Let me have the keys. ”
The keys were to be dropped off at the agents’ office in the nearest town as we drove on by to the ferry. Sally got them out of the big envelope and passed them forward to me, and I got out of the car and walked back up the drive. I left the engine running. This wasn’t going to take very long.
Already the house seemed different. No longer ours, it was a place of strangers again. I felt out-of-place, almost observed, as I walked up the steps with the door key in my hand. I could hear the car’s engine running at the end of the driveway, over on the far side of the bushes.
I entered the newly regained silence of the place. There was no sign of my sunglasses but then, I’d known there wouldn’t be; they were in their case, safe inside my jacket.
I didn’t have much time. I crossed the room to the chest of drawers and crouched, pulling open the one which I knew held the Visitors’ Book. It was uppermost on all the brochures, and I took it out and laid it on top of the chest before feeling around at the back of the drawer. Then I straightened, and opened the book to the latest entry.
I didn’t want to read it. In fact I’d turned the book around so that all of the entries were upside-down to me, on purpose. I didn’t know whether Sally had mentioned anything about how the visit had ended, and I didn’t want to. I spread the pages flat and I took a grip on the little cutter and I ran it, firmly and neatly, down the final page as close to the spine as I could get.
A firm tug, and it came out cleanly. I screwed it up and stuffed it into my pocket, for quiet disposal at a stopover point somewhere on the journey ahead.
And then I closed the book, returned it to the drawer, locked up the house, and walked away.
Forever.
AT THE END OF THE DAY
Steve Rasnic Tem
Steve Rasnic Tem is a prolific and talented short story writer living in Colorado. His short story “Firestorm” was a World Fantasy Award finalist and his “Leaks” received the British Fantasy Award in 1988. Five traditional ghost stories of his have been collected by England’s Haunted Library as Absences: Charlie Goodes Ghosts.
“At the End of the Day” is a beautiful, haunting piece of urban malaise from the anthology Dead End: City Limits.