The Year's Best Fantasy and Horror. Fifth Annual Collection
- Автор: Датлоу Эллен, Виндлинг Терри
- Год: 1992
- Язык: английский
- Год: St.Martin’s Press
- Жанр: Ужасы
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“What do you think has happened to him, Slightly?” she asked, peering out the window. “Do you think he’s sick?”
“He’s never sick,” I told her. “The bastard just forgot.” She slipped his mind. She didn’t matter, any more than the rest of us mattered. I put my arms out to comfort her, but she ran away crying. And after that, she grew up quickly.
She looks up from the fire and meets my eyes. “It’s almost spring,” she says. “I wonder if he’ll come this year. I think he will. I have a feeling that he’ll come soon. Maybe tonight.”
“Forget it, Wendy. Just forget it. Lock the window, for Christ’s sake. He’s gone.”
Though she nods as if she agrees, her gaze returns to the fire. I stay for a little longer, then excuse myself. She smiles and hugs me when I go, but her thoughts are elsewhere.
When I leave Wendy's house, I go to my motorcycle and then hestitate, considering what Wendy said earlier. She’s right—there’s a feeling in the air, a sense of anticipation.
I wait in the darkness by the window to Jane’s bedroom. Wendy’s left it open, of course. I knew she would. It’s dark, but her husband hasn’t come home yet. He’ll be home late and drunk, if I know the type. Through the window, I listen to Wendy read a Disneyfied version of Snow White to her daughter and bid her goodnight.
The blind at the kitchen window is up. I watch Wendy take a whiskey bottle from the cupboard and pour herself a glass. I wait in the darkness, watching Wendy drink.
My second wife once asked me about my family. I told her as close to the truth as I could manage: “My father left me and my mother when I was just a kid.” She asked me if I had ever thought about trying to find my father. I said that if I ever found him, I would kill him for what he did to me.
He didn’t mean to do it. He didn’t know what he was doing. He was cocky, thoughtless, and innocently heroic. And he blighted my life. All my life, I have wanted to be like him. I run from continent to continent, from war to war, writing stories and books and searching for the great adventure that he always promised us. I look for a leader who laughs in the heart of the battle, sublimely confident in the way that only a boy can be.
I don’t belong in this place, any more than Wendy does. But he left me here. And there’s nowhere else to go.
He’ll come tonight. I know he will. And I know that I would fly away with him if I could.
If he took me by the hand and told me I could fly, I would go back to the island with all its joys and terrors. I would follow him and join the lost boys once again.
But I can’t go back. I lost my innocence long ago; now I have lost my youth as well.
Though I am only thirty years old, I feel ancient, worn-out, used up. The butterfly knife that I bought in the Philippines fits comfortably in my hand. I have learned a thing or two about fighting in my visits to various war zones. If I take him by surprise, I’ll have a chance, I think.
Tonight, it’s either Peter or me. And if he wins, he won’t think twice. He’ll slit my throat without hesitation, never recognizing his old companion. He’ll laugh of childhood and fly off on the evening wind, eternally proud, eternally careless, eternally young.
OUR LADY OF THE HARBOUR
Charles de Lint
Canadian author Charles de Lint is both prolific and versatile; his long list of publications includes works of adult fantasy fiction, horror (under the pseudonym Samuel M. Key), children’s fiction, poetry, and critical nonfiction. He is best known, however, as a pioneer of Urban Fantasy, bringing myth and folklore motifs into a modern-day urban context. The Little Country, The Dreaming Place, and Spiritwalk are among his most recent books.
De Lint is also a musician specializing in traditional folk material; he and his wife, MaryAnn Harris, perform with the Celtic band Jump at the Sun in their home city of Ottawa. “Our Lady of the Harbour” tells the story of a folk musician in the imaginary Canadian city of Newford. The story fits into de Lint’s excellent “Newford” cycle, and is an homage to the classic Hans Christian Andersen fairy tale, The Little Mermaid.