John Woman

Автор: Мосли Уолтер
Год: 2018
Язык: английский
Год: Atlantic Monthly Press
ISBN: 978-0-8021-2841-6
Жанр: Современная русская и зарубежная проза

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A convention-defying novel by bestselling writer Walter Mosley, John Woman recounts the transformation of an unassuming boy named Cornelius Jones into John Woman, an unconventional history professor — while the legacy of a hideous crime lurks in the shadows. At twelve years old, Cornelius, the son of an Italian-American woman and an older black man from Mississippi named Herman, secretly takes over his father’s job at a silent film theater in New York’s East Village. Five years later, as Herman lives out his last days, he shares his wisdom with his son, explaining that the person who controls the narrative of history controls their own fate. After his father dies and his mother disappears, Cornelius sets about reinventing himself — as Professor John Woman, a man who will spread Herman’s teachings into the classrooms of his unorthodox southwestern university and beyond. But there are other individuals who are attempting to influence the narrative of John Woman, and who might know something about the facts of his hidden past. Engaging with some of the most provocative ideas of recent intellectual history, John Woman is a compulsively readable, deliciously unexpected novel about the way we tell stories, and whether the stories we tell have the power to change the world.

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The first month after the charges were dismissed reporters hounded John whenever he left his Soho apartment.

“Is your name Jones or Woman?” a journalist asked the first day. He decided to keep the name John Woman because that was the name he’d answered to his entire adult life. He enjoyed the irreverent, unnatural feelings it caused. Much like Lucia preferred Napoli to Tartarelli.

“Did you kill Chapman Lorraine?” a stout woman from the Post wanted to know. “How could you have not at least known? He was sealed in a wall next to the projectors.”

“Hidden,” John said because he was stuck next to her at a DON’T WALK light.

“Didn’t you wonder what happened to the closet?” she offered. “Maybe there were smells.”

“If someone sealed off the closet what could I do about that? And what odors did you encounter twenty years ago in the middle of the night when you were working a silent film projector, doing homework and worried about your father who was slowly dying?”

“That never happened to me,” said the thirtysomething reporter. Her face was pudgy and her copper-rimmed glasses magnified impudent eyes.

“And I never knew about the dead man until just this year,” John stated when the WALK sign appeared.

John usually ignored the reporters though he didn’t mind engaging them. Oddly, the more they asked about the murder the further he felt from the crime.

One older black man calling himself Sharkey Lewis claimed to be a freelance journalist and offered to do an in-depth profile in which John could tell his story the way he wanted to.

“That way you can make sure the public has your side of it,” Sharkey claimed.

As a rule Lewis wore a green-and-black herringbone jacket and dark brown slacks. He was short and probably hadn’t gained a pound since he was a teenager.

“There’s no further story I wish to tell, Mr. Lewis,” John said. “I went to school every day, ran a projector most evenings and then read to my father before we both went to sleep. He died and I left those jobs and responsibilities behind me.”

One day there were no reporters waiting outside. The restless thirst of the public for news had moved on to a hockey player who had beaten his wife’s sister in an out-of-town motel; a troop transport aircraft that was downed by militant jihadists in Iraq; and finally to a billionaire landlord in Cincinnati who had called a group of striking tenants a bunch of ungrateful niggers.

John’s story got shuffled out of the news deck.

The reporters were gone but there was still hate mail from dozens of sources. Letters with no return addresses came to his mother’s mailbox, most of them forwarded from Parsonsville, Arizona. Angry, anonymous citizens condemned him for being a murderer, a liar, pretending he was something he was not. They cursed and threatened him, invoked God’s name to sentence him to hell.

Not all of these were unsigned.

Arnold Ott wrote once a week making various complaints. In one rambling condemnation he claimed that John’s perfidy (the actual word the cuckolded boyfriend used) caused him to rue his education. In another letter he said that Carlinda wanted to sue John for giving her herpes.

John wondered if his ex-lover had made this complaint because he hadn’t exhibited symptoms of the STD.

But even Arnold’s vituperations ran their course. One day he received a short note from Carlinda.

Dear Mr. Woman:

You are of course aware of me because of our association in your class at NUSW. I will not complain about your misrepresentation of yourself in that circumstance because what I learned was valuable and I believe that one must recognize experience for what it is. One concept you taught, amor fati, allows me to see my life as a positive experience giving me no reason to regret anything.

I’m writing you, Mr. Woman, to tell you that it has come to my attention that my fiancé, Arnold Ott, has been writing derogatory letters to you, sometimes on my behalf. I became aware of these letters when he asked me to marry him and I asked if he was still bothered by our old friendship. When he told me about his hectoring letters I told him that I would agree to marry him only if he never mentioned you to me or contacted you ever again.

I believe that this should end our relationship and that there will be no further reason for us to be in contact in the future.

Sincerely,

Carlinda Elmsford

John read the letter over and over. He felt a sense of loss inside those overly formal, haplessly passionate words. Though he and Carlinda never loved each other they were, in his estimation, the same breed. They understood the world they lived in with almost pure objectivity. This understanding was like a sturdy fishing boat afloat on a sea of many passions.

Her visit in the Phoenix jail plus this letter effectively ended their connection, making him a dog without a pack. This sense of loss sent him into a depression that lasted for many weeks.

He went to the Strand Bookstore after there was no more he could glean from Carlinda’s Dear John letter. He bought for the third time in his life The Story of Civilization by Will and Ariel Durant: eleven thousand pages or so of erudition unrestrained by obsessive scholarship — a long, long story of the western world bereft of proof but filled with the truth of culture.

He read the pages out loud, before an empty chair, imagining Herman installed therein. He’d read for hours, feeling loss with every word and re-revelation, to the apparition of his father sitting there, nodding despondently, wondering why Cornelius wouldn’t let him go to be one with the phenomenal universe: the true history of everything.

At night he wandered the streets of Soho hoping to see the half-Asian prostitute again. He always wore the belt that Hototo had given him in another lifetime.

One night, when John had walked until his feet ached, a young man came up to him. The stranger had swarthy skin and straight black hair.

He punched John in the chest and then grabbed him by the cloth shoulder of his windbreaker.

“Give me your money or I’ll kill you,” he said.

Not thinking John unsheathed the belt-buckle knife and slashed the mugger three times: on the wrist, across the chest and then down the center of his face.

The man screamed and blood spurted from the cut that ran from his forehead past the nose to the chin. Something clattered to the sidewalk and the man ran off screaming, calling out for help.

It was after three a.m. and there was no one out on Greene. John watched the mugger run a zigzag path dripping blood, trying to run away from his wounds. On the ground was a sleek blue-black pistol next to a few spatters of fresh blood. John picked it up and walked away.

“Three times,” he said to himself. “I cut him three times just like I hit Lorraine.” There was no objective insight in this equation. Three blows and someone either lived or died. John was not culpable. He was the crime but not necessarily a criminal.

The next day John no longer felt like looking for the prostitute or reading to his dead father. He washed the mugger’s blood from his hands and clothes, cleaned the belt-buckle knife and examined the pistol he’d won.

It was a .22 caliber revolver with bullets in four of the chambers. John didn’t know guns but he looked this one up on his cell phone browser. After unloading it, he made sure that he understood the safety and the resistance of the trigger.

He sat in the window looking down on Mott and feeling nothing in particular.

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