A Better Man
- Автор: Пенни Луиза
- Серия: Chief Inspector Gamache #15
- Год: 2019
- Язык: английский
- Год: St. Martin's Publishing Group
- ISBN: 9781466873711
- Жанр: Другие детективы
Электронная книга - «A Better Man». Краткое содержание книги:
It's Gamache's first day back as head of the homicide department, a job he temporarily shares with his previous second-in-command, Jean-Guy Beauvoir. Floodwaters are rising across the province. In the middle of the turmoil, a father approaches Gamache, pleading for help in finding his daughter.
As crisis piles upon crisis, Gamache tries to hold off the encroaching chaos, and realizes the search for Vivienne Godin should be abandoned. But with a daughter of his own, he finds himself developing a profound, and perhaps unwise, empathy for her distraught father.
Increasingly hounded by the question, how would you feel..., he resumes the search.
As the rivers rise, and the social media onslaught against Gamache becomes crueler, a body is discovered. And in the tumult, mistakes are made.
In the next novel in this constantly surprising series that deepens and darkens as it evolves (The New York Times Book Review), Gamache must face a horrific possibility, and a burning question.
What would you do if your child's killer walked free?
“All I knew is that she’d left me and I was pissed off. Before I went to bed last night, I took all her shit and burned it in the kiln.”
“I’ll get Scene of Crime to check the kiln,” said Cloutier, and left.
“You cleaned the place with bleach?” The inspector held up a swab.
“What can I say? Place was a shithole.” He turned to Gamache. “You saw it. What did you think?”
When Gamache didn’t answer, Tracey sneered. “I live in a pigsty and you judge. I clean it up and you judge. Well, fuck you. I’m finally free to live the way I want.”
They were, Gamache recognized, the words of either an extremely well-balanced person who didn’t care what others thought. Or a psychopath. Who didn’t care what others thought.
“Why in the world do you care what others think?” demanded Ruth as they sat in the bistro, in front of the warm fire.
“Because I’m human and live in the world,” said Clara. “With other humans.”
Part of her felt that Ruth was probably right. She shouldn’t care. But she also felt there was a criticism there, that Ruth was implying she was weak or needy. For caring.
“People are canceling their orders for my works,” said Clara.
“So?”
“So this’s my life, my career. My livelihood.”
“What do you need money for, anyway?” asked Ruth. “We live in a tiny village. We buy clothes from the general store, barter turnips for milk, and the booze is free.”
“Not free,” said Olivier, pouring her another shot of what looked like scotch but was actually cold tea.
There was a suspicion Ruth knew about the substitution but played along. Because, as with so much else in her life, she didn’t really care.
As she watched Ruth, Clara remembered that in the past few hours someone had gone onto Twitter and defended her.
You ignorant turd. Clara’s works are genius. #MorrowGenius
If it wasn’t Ruth, it was someone doing a damn fine imitation of the foulmouthed poet.
Those tweets were trending. Not because, Clara realized, they were insightful defenses of her creations but because the tweets were in themselves a form of genius.
There was now a Twitter account from someone calling themselves @ignorantturd.
“You’re far too needy,” said Ruth, watching as Rosa dipped her beak into the glass of cold tea.
The duck raised her head and muttered, Fuck, fuck, fuck. Apparently realizing it wasn’t really scotch.
“And you,” said Clara, “are an ignorant turd.”
There was a hush as everyone else around the fireplace braced for impact. But Ruth, after a moment, just chuckled.
“I’ll do it,” said Beauvoir, putting out his hand.
“I think I should, sir,” said the young agent. “I’m trained.”
And once again Chief Inspector Beauvoir found himself facing what had become a familiar decision tree.
In fact, since becoming head of homicide, he’d faced a veritable forest of comments like that. Testing his authority and certainly questioning his competence.
Once again, he stood at the verbal crossroads.
Should he reply, “Give me the testing kit, you stupid shit. How do you think I got to be Chief Inspector? By sitting on my thumbs?”
Or should he say, with a patient smile, “That’s all right, I do know what I’m doing. But I appreciate your concern.”
As Gamache might have answered. Had indeed answered many times, sometimes in response to Agent Beauvoir’s own somewhat insulting comments.
When asked about it one night, years into their relationship, Armand had explained, with a laugh.
“After I’d said something especially patronizing to my first chief, he just looked at me and said, ‘Before speaking, Agent Gamache, you might want to ask yourself three questions.’”
“Not the ones that lead to wisdom,” said Beauvoir, who’d heard them before.
“Non. Those are statements, these are questions. Are you paying attention?”
“What?”
They’d been sitting on the front porch of the Gamaches’ home, in the height of summer. An iced tea beside Beauvoir, a beer beside Gamache.
As he spoke, the Chief Inspector raised a finger, counting the questions.
“Is it true? Is it kind? Does it need to be said?”
“You’re kidding, right?” said Jean-Guy, shifting in his seat to look at Armand. “That might work in our private lives, but with other cops? You’d be laughed out of the room.”
“You don’t necessarily say them out loud,” explained the Chief.
Which was true. Beauvoir had never heard Gamache run through those questions, but he had heard, more often than not, a patient and constructive reply.
“Civility,” Armand had said. “How can we expect it if we don’t give it? Besides, when we do get angry, people pay more attention. Otherwise it’s just white noise.”
Is it true? Is it kind? Does it need to be said?
Beauvoir, with effort, ran through the questions as he stood on the bridge, looking at the young agent.
Then he heard himself say, “That’s all right. I do know what I’m doing. But thank you.”
You stupid little shit.
Yes, it did need to be said, but maybe not out loud.
Though he did now wonder what Gamache had chosen not to say out loud.
Beauvoir took the harness from the agent and attached it, expertly, to himself, then put his hand out for the evidence kit.
“I’ll go out first. If it’s safe, you can join me. One at a time. D’accord?”
“Oui, patron,” said the agents.
Turning around to face the rickety old bridge, Beauvoir took a breath and whispered to himself, Don’t pee, don’t pee, don’t pee.
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
How can they let that murderer back in the Sûreté? #losingallrespect
@dumbass: Do you mean self-respect?
They dropped Agent Cloutier at the local detachment and headed through the bright spring day, into the morgue.
Gamache had insisted on driving when he saw how exhausted Jean-Guy was.
Beside him, Jean-Guy’s lids were heavy, and he fought to keep his eyes open in the warm car as it moved smoothly along the autoroute.
“I couldn’t be happier for Annie and you,” said Armand. “Your family is growing.”
“As is yours.”
As an only child, growing up without parents, Armand had always yearned for a large family. For brothers and sisters. For aunts and uncles. It was an abstract, though potent, wish.
And now, in his late fifties, he had it. Children. Grandchildren. Sons and daughters. Of the flesh and of the heart. Those he’d held in his arms and those comrades-in-arms whose lives he held in his hands.
His family.
“When’s the baby due?”
“October.”
“Boy or girl? Do you know?”
“We do.” Jean-Guy smiled at his father-in-law. “But you’re not going to get it out of me. Annie and I want to keep that to ourselves.”
“Fair enough. Have you chosen a name?”
Jean-Guy laughed. “You’re not really very good at this interrogation thing, are you?”
“I’m hoping to learn from you, patron.”
Beauvoir smiled, and Gamache fell silent. Knowing if he did, Jean-Guy would lose the battle and let himself drift off to sleep.
He’d told Beauvoir about the search of the Tracey home. Then Beauvoir had reported on their preliminary findings at the bridge.